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    MY PORN ADDICTION AND CHRONIC BATING. pt. 3

    My porn addiction started to grow even more as I accumulated more magazines and DVDs. I was in my early twenties. It was the early 2000's and I still didn't have a computer. But I always had the dirty bookstores to buy my raunchy porn. I was getting quite a collection going and jacking off as much as I could but I had to move out of my parents house. I had various roommates for the next eight to nine years and had to keep my bating quiet as all the roommates I'v ever had were really good friends and they wouldn't understand my lifestyle. I had been caught jacking a few times from friends and I know they suspected me as a porn addict 15 years ago, but nothing was said. Around 2010 I moved into my first place alone! It was awesome! I could make a bateden all the time. I had about half the porn I have now but it covered three fourths of a 700 square foot studio apartment. Walls and all. I had two TV's and my pc monitor playing porn nonstop, all the time. My walls were nearly covered in big tit centerfolds and random porn pics and my floors were getting piled high with all the newest big tit and bbw mags. The more I got into porn the more my preferences changed. I started to like bigger and bigger girls. Gangbangs. Creampies. Different angels. More cocks. More cum. I started buying ball stretchers and wearing them for days at a time. Different fantasies involving all kinds of perverted things. Sometimes I would watch a big titter bouncing up and down on a cock for hours just staring and stroking. It was awesome! I would bate for days at a time without being bothered and then going out and buying more porn from the dirty bookstore. Its something I do to this day. The dirty bookstore is something that will always get my cock going. Buying physical magazines or dvds is something the younger generation is gonna miss out on. That butterfly feeling of pulling up to the shop and going in to buy porn. Other dirty old pervs looking at raunchy porn right next to you thinking about jacking off. Around this time I started an account on xhamster. At first, I just wanted to save a couple favorite vids, but then it grew into an obsession. I started talking to other pervs and eventually had my first bate meet up. He was in his late 50's and loved bating. He's still a member to this day. I remember when he first came into my place. He took one look and was like," WOW.... That's a LOT of porn." We bated for hours. Stroked each others cocks. Watched filthy porn and we both came twice. It was awesome! Then..... I got even deeper into porn.......
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    I've never understood ... we know guys love porn, but so many of us confirmed 'baters had to go it alone, no friends to understand or encourage us. I wonder how I would have turned out if we had snuck away to have circle jerks and see who could cum the farthest, or who had the biggest cumshot. It would have been great if some of the neighbor girls took an interest as well. 
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    hrdguy01
    Your so right back in our early  days part of the excitement  was goin to the store  and lookin at all the covers tryin to find the right  one but being young heart pounding afraid  to get sean by someone but once home it was hrs of fun time..
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    Absolutely had the same feelings of nervous excitement when pulling up outside the x-rated video store, knowing I was about to enter the shop and browse thru cover after cover of porn that I could take home to watch. I would have a wet patch on my jeans and a bulge in my pants as I took my selections up to the counter for purchase. I could not wait to get home to put on the tape and start stroking!
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    I think the part that connects with me is when you mention the butterflies and the sense of anticipation when pulling into porn shop parking lot.  Back in the day there was a porn shop that you could rent up to 5 movies at a time and I was probably in there 3 to 4 times a week.  It was non stop renting.  Then when the porn tubes came along I was in heaven.  There is something about collecting the porn that gets me so horny.  It is the hoarding of the endless hours of porn.  There is nothing like it.  It is a wonderful drug.  Great post.
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    Amazing personal history.  Thank you for posting.  
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    ke jdf3246 : fuck yeah, bimbo (piss) gangbang is the new normal for me. and i fucking love it.
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    You reminded me, that sense of trepidation and excitement of being in the porn store, and rubbing shoulders with other Addicks was unbelievably exciting
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    i have had the same issues jdf3246. my porn journey has taken me far. regular produced porn from the 80's and 90's all the way up to now where i like amateur stuff. amateur fucking, sucking, gangbangs, bukkakes, even just a pair of massive saggy juggs jiggling and bouncing for 20 mins on a cam. gotta know they're real people fucking and getting off.
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    i still have a couple of issues of buttman! lol
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    i used to go into this porn store to buy my BUTTMAN mags. (R.I.P buttman magazine) and the smell of dildo rubber, seeing expensive fake booty strokers that look like they had been there for a really long time, looking through all the late 90's vivid and hustler dvds and the newest evil angel releases at the time.... my wallet still has the 8th street adult book store rental punch card where the 10th rental is free. i honestly went there for the Buttman magazines and the skinny tall  guy who worked there was hilarious.... he was a nerdy guy it seemed like he was a magic the gathering player or something of that nature. but whats funny is he was always talking on the phone with his girlfriend about how she"never gives him any rubbins" after work or how he was horny. i swear every time i went in there. but id take that new or back issue BUTTMAN home and grease my fucking goonstick for hours and read it from cover to cover.... the very last page was always a picture of the slut that was going to be the next cover girl. please bring BUTTMAN back! i dont want a digital version of your mag john stagliano
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    jdf3246
    i have been masturbating for more than 30 years... i only like to watch kinky vids now cause normal porn doesnt do anything to me anymore... you have the same issue too?
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    J
    I'm also a porn loving masturbator and especially like jacking to pictures of naked women in the "Dirty" magazines.  However, it seems the mags are getting harder to find.  I went into an "Adult World" store las week and they did not have a single magazine on display.  Sure was disappointed!  Your place sounds like one I'd enjoy cumming to!
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    ke ilovejuggs : Hell yeh. A wankers paradise like that has been a fantasy of mine
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    B
    The last porn shop I frequented was run by a BBW with lovely big tits. I used to really enjoy buying mags from her knowing she was fully aware that I would be jacking off to them. Every time I got home with my latest purchases, I would wank myself silly while fantasizing about her.
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    Jaaaaa thats gr8 , same adn structure Jaaaaa 
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    "The dirty bookstore is something that will always get my cock going. Buying physical magazines or dvds is something the younger generation is gonna miss out on. That butterfly feeling of pulling up to the shop and going in to buy porn. Other dirty old pervs looking at raunchy porn right next to you thinking about jacking off."    -   You are absolutely correct.  I couldn't agree more.  Excellent observation.  I love the smells, the sounds, porn is everywhere in the adult bookstore.  Then rushing to get home, pull your cock out and goon.  Great blog.  
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    that's it
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    exactly
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    footfetish420
    Part 4?
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    footfetish420
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    Wow, you are speaking my language.  I know exactly what you mean about getting those butterflies as you pull up to the porn shop.  I can hardly wait to get there, my heart is racing, my mind has a singular focus.  The smell of the porn shop,  The other horny men in there, the sounds of the porn from the video booths.  It truly is heaven.  Great post.  I can completely relate.  Thanks for posting.
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    Right there with you. Thanks for sharing. 
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    tell us about deeper into porn. once looked at an apartment to rent lady showed me the studio apartment in a big complex. 1 entire wall was covered with Playboy centerfolds. I was in awe and naïve.. apartment manager lady, 50's, I was early 20's said she could have them taken down and wall repainted. I said that would be a shame. nothing more, so innocent then. wonder if I took the place if she would have visited me sometimes or asked if I had added more pictures?
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    willboch
    I totally corelate with you mate!
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    ke MnBiker : You are a dark horse!!
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    ILikeToFantasize
    I can relate. I started out just liking smaller girls with big butts. (breast size didn't matter)  Now I get hard for wide jiggly soft booties big bellies, big arms, fat faces and full lips. I'm a full fledged BBW/SSBBW man now. 
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    Love hearing about doing it with a buddy. That is porn addiction at its best!
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    reading about others journey to addiction really makes me appreciate how normal and natural my own addiction is, having been exposed to porn in my early teens i was hooked
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    I have porn addiction, sex addiction too.. on the born bookstore - I worked graveyard shift at xxxx book/video/toy store the entire time I was in college.. to this day it was the best job in the world.. hated graduating.. because I had to move on. But I had one hell of a time.. I worked entire shifts with my cock out.. never wore undergarments and have serviced customers while someone was servicing my cock.. never had a police man in the store unless he was invited.. called cops a few times on youthful runaways that would wander in out of the cold very early mornings.. hoping to trade sex for a warm place. I'd have them picked up by the police and hopefully returned to safer places.
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