My first orgasm

Like Rodney Dangerfield, my first orgasm was frightening because I was all alone. I was sleeping in my tent in the back yard. I was so young I did not know what to do with this new experience of having an erection. Seriously, not a clue. I looked at it in awe and wonder. The throbbing was mesmerizing. I couldn't take my eyes off of my cock. Finally I just tried to go to sleep and my hips were taking over causing me to rub my throbbing cock against my pillow. I edged many times because no one explained to me what my body was experiencing. Finally I could not hold back and I fucked my pillow in uncontrollable hip thrusts. I wanted to scream because of the intensity but feared I would wake my parents or the whole neighborhood. Finally I had an orgasm, felt relief and fell asleep. That was my first orgasm. My second orgasm was the next morning when I had morning wood and grabbed my cock in my hand and jerked until I came. I wish someone had told me what it meant to have a hard, throbbing cock and to explain to me how I can bring pleasure to myself and others with this newly discovered feeling of sexual desire. I believe it is important for a young boy to seek the advice and loving touch of an older gentleman who can show the many ways his young body can bring pleasure to himself and to others so that he feels good about himself.