Transfixation

It’s called many things in the cybersexual world; Sissy, trannie, shemale, ladyboy, etc. I like to call it transfixation and it affects us beta males in a big, big way! You could say it starts the mental transition away from real sex with females for us married betas into mental sex with males who are transformed partly into females yet have the penis we have and the insatiability we share. It’s a kind of sexual madness that we get drawn into via porn, then chat and, possibly, real meetings. I think about trans constantly along with my beta feelings and the two mix together more and more. A boy becomes a girl becomes a boy and it all gets so fluid as I masturbate and edge on and on and on...As this obsession takes hold, I begin to imagine life as a trans or a trans lover. Imagining how it would be to live with a trans or with a beta with the same obsessions. As my marriage to a biological woman is sexually over, I feel this need to trans myself into this erotic area more and more. Love to hear from other betas exploring this transfixation phenomena.
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Mondouk
I understand it although not certain it is identical to your mindset. If there was no geography to deal with I know meeting would be a pleasure, in part due to what seems to be an ever expanding mind on your part. I know it's not for everyone because we all interpret things our own unique way but in the past I have enjoyed regular meetings with cuckold husbands who needed an Alpha male to dominate and most importantly fuck them. The psychosexual dynamics were enhanced by a sharing of the minds with indisposed chatted openness to role play.
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Cravingsex224
ke james986 : I masturbate every minute I can over it all! Beautiful when this can be shared with someone who understands!
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redclay56
Keeps me out of the bars...
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james986
Wow, such a hot post! I'm single, very very bi. And CDs and fem boys and ladyboys are my delicious edging material. Hours and hours of loving myself thinking about them, watching them, reading about them... Fuck, I hope I can be online at the asme time as you and chat about all this and more! XX
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ke sandisuesissi : It would certainly be an interesting meeting. . .
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Cravingsex224
I know I think about it all constantly. My masturbation sessions keep getting bigger and my mind gets bent into sex deeper than ever. 
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ke g-mind : Could be your evolving future leads to a night on your knees in a dark place with a new friend.
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as a married beta in a sexless marriage, I could not agree more. CDs are my preferred sexual partner; the beauty of a slutty woman with the sex drive of a horny male and a hard cock. I find sucking sissy cock so much more satisfying than I ever found hetero sex. I'd give anything to spend the rest of my days living with a cock obsessed CD or two!
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jojosmallone
very true in many ways. 
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For me the next evolution is: on the one hand into the increasingly exclusive refuge in porn as a relationship with purely mental sex. On the other hand, the evolution that led me to adore shemales (trans, etc.) goes further, and proceeds towards the admiration of the male body without the need for the mediation of the female one. It is a slow process that has evolved over the years.
Having said that I still adore everything that is part of the trans world.
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Indeed and very well said!  I feel after decades of consuming, consuming, consuming porn and the like, its only natural that we want sit back and watch the women in our lives have outrageous sex acts while we stuff things in our own holes.  We feel empty without stimulation.  We feel empty without porn and all the life affirming stimuli that comes out of it.  2022 is going to be so fucking amazing!
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